So Far I have enjoyed the opening chapters of the novel “Angry
Black White Boy”. In particular, chapter 2 gave me a glimpse into what I will
be experiencing in a few months when I first arrive at college and meet my roommate.
This is definitely an exciting time and one that I am nervous for too. On page
28, Macon appears to be worried about this initial meeting when the narrator says
“all summer he’d been fretting this moment, afraid that when faced with his
roommate in the physical, he’d chicken out and not say what he promised himself
he would”. Teenagers growing up usually hope to room with someone they will
become best friends with and Macon seems to be trying to make a connection with
Andre too quickly. He is worried about not coming across too strong but he
fails. Andre is weirded out by all of this and doesn’t really know what to say.
After they first meet, Macon informs Andre that he requested him as a roommate
and that Cape Anson was his grand-father. Andre doesn’t really know what to say
to any of this.On page 31 when Macon is talking about his own life and
purpose, Andre says he “didn’t feel like listening to his roommate relive
himself”. This line has other implications but basically Andre is already
annoyed.
Andre however does feel a connection with Macon that he can’t
deny. On page 31, Andre tells Macon that “we are total strangers”. As he says
it, he feels the first drop of truth melt away from the statement. He doesn’t say
it out loud, but he acknowledges that there was a “strange kinship between
them, and he’d be lying to himself if he ignored it”. Andre tries to play it of
like he doesn’t think they have any connection, but deep down he is curious
about the past and wants to address these things after some “rhythms of cohabitation
had been established” as he says on page 32.
So in conclusion, one takeaway for me is that it probably isn’t
the best idea to tell my roommate that I specifically requested them and
stalked their entire family history. Even if it is true, I might want to subtly
bring this up over a period of time, rather than telling my roommate this the
first time I meet them like Macon does.